A look back at unbinding….
A look back over the last few months……
Over the last few weeks, I have been going through many energetic shifts. My soul chose a path of embodiment for lessons. This means that I feel deeply, I love deeply but I also have deep wounds and triggers that must be activated in order for change. Sometimes these look like seemingly normal chain of events and other times they come as cataclysmic energy, kinda like the tower card in the tarot. It is energy that on the outside can look devastating but is ultimately in the highest and best good aimed at alignment.
Over the last 2 months I have been working with a mentor whom I adore, Brenda Olson. She held me energetically as I walked through the next phase of my initiation. It looked like good days as I unlocked new soul gifts and insights but also looked like moments of despair as I relived some of the most painful moments of my life. This was ultimately all tied to the work we were doing ultimately to get me to activate the rose lineages. In order to be able to activate and embody these I had to first feel and heal the residual energies that were there.
When I first started working with Brenda, I was made aware of having 2 yods in my astrology birth chart. Now I had absolutely zero idea what this meant in any sense let alone for me on a grander scale. What I had already known was that I incarnated to help heal the divine feminine, that I had important past lives that took me months of stirring on and feeling into to really accept. What did it look like? A culmination of awakening my celestial fire shaman abilities to bring into this reality to help unlock the Christ lineages. I quietly offered free sessions on Facebook. Each session building upon each other, my guides working with me to build my strength, skill and confidence. Each session becomes more and more massive. My guides walked me through activating and cultivating my flame frequencies and intense light language. They slowly showed me how to open portals and realize I was a seraphim gateway. I began gaining real confidence in the messages I have been getting. It gave me the confidence to step out and start giving messages to others like I had been doing for myself for many months. The more feedback I received, the more I knew how others needed to hear the messages I received.
The blocks that I have released have been around intense trauma within lineages that resulted in carrying that density forth. These blocks went as far back as the paleolithic era. I slowly came to realize that black magic and reptilians are more than a fantasy idea that was made up. These energies were real. Are real and have been energetically siphoning humanity for millions of years. I have come across these that have bound magic within lineages in order to keep light workers in submission, lack, scarcity, and keep their voices hidden. There have been black witches binding lineages of the womb-Mary Magdalenes line to be exact.
Each session I did there were similarities, but the dark magic was getting stronger and stronger and going further back. The message I kept getting was that we were awakening the warriors of light. I knew this felt right and aligned with who I was and my path, so I just kept going. Eventually I got to a point where I discovered dark time loops and retrieving souls. Each time I did one of these, I could feel the collective energy lighten and lighten. It got to a point that I had to increase my energetic protection because the dark did not like me breaking their energy chains. To the point when I set my intention to do a session for someone who had something deeper, I would immediately start feeling psychic attacks. I feel that some understood the depths of these sessions while others still do not. Either way they listened to the call and came as I worked with source and my guides to do this work.
The more I unlocked the more that would come to me whether in the form of energy exchange, knowledge, keys to my gifts etc. I am still unlocking energy every day and will continue to as long as the need is out there. I do work full time as a Cath lab nurse and so this is in my “spare” time. I love this work, and it gives me so much joy to be able to bring real change to others.
